It has been a whirlwind, and you know what? The Man has been steady as a rock. In his three weeks home, we had that little discipline issue...(bleh), an overnight stay for a client, sick parents, sick kid, and just trying to be who we are.
The Man has been amazing. We had planned a date night, and there were issues with the parents, food that needed to be cooked and I was so bummed. I got home, and he looked at me and said, "Get up and let's go, I am taking my girl on a date." I just melted.
There has been time for more than one GG spanking.. (All Spanko's feel free to sigh and have a moment of envy.. Cause it was soooo damn good.) More than anything, he has stepped up when I needed help. He has helped me to focus on doing one thing at a time.
We talked a lot about spankings.. The Man loves to spank for stress relief or for erotic or pleasure. He hates to punish and if he did not see the benefit for me and us, he would not do it. He finally told me that he feels that he is holding me to a standard that he himself cannot attain. I explained to him, that I am not looking at it that way. I am looking at it solely from my behavior and accountability. But ya know what, is that or is that not the sign of an awesome HOH? Love that Man..
Tomorrow I am embarking on a new way of eating in hopes of healing my thyroid. The Man has been so supportive, he helped me make meals ahead, and yes, has agreed to hold me accountable for this. Weight loss may come and that is going to be amazing, but mostly I just want to feel better.