It was totally uncalled for, unbelievable. Are you ready for it? Brace yourself... Make sure you are alone...
He said, "It's bedtime, Little Girl." I know, I know, it was terrible... and well, so was I . I threw a mini tantrum, and went to bed fuming, woke up hateful. Felt justified and RIGHTEOUS in my anger, and then... I got this email. He had written it in the night. You know when I was fuming?
I know the house has you down, and it is wearing on you. Do what you can but do not push yourself. Take care of yourself first. I will try very hard to get the yard in order quickly. I will discuss with your what your priorities are. Then I will grab up my team and we will do our very best to set everything to rights. I assume you want me to start with the pool. I will, and then I will work toward the rest just as fast as I can.
I want to get things around the house done. I want it a place you can be very proud of. I'm excited to have company over Saturday. It will be good to open our house for fellowship and rest. This, after all, is one of the things we wanted a house for.
I hope you slept last night.
Today is my last working day. I'm super-excited to get home to you.
I love you. Always and forever.
Love The Man
I felt crummy, and well for the first time when I apologized and he readily forgave me, it wasn't enough for me. My attitude was not okay. For the first time, I explained to him that I didn't feel that I deserved a good girl spanking and that I felt terrible for my actions and attitude. Then he said the most awesome thing. "We will discuss it when I get home. I intend to restore our roles, and you will feel much better after some time over my knee. I don't intend to punish you, but I will be firm and loving and intense."
Then today, the gloom lifted.. I made a fool out of myself in front of a foster parent. We were driving in the car and I got the text that said he was off the rig.. and said, "OH, that's my baby." She just giggled and I blushed. Then, I was cleaning in the house in his shirt and came to myself shaking my booty and singing... Life is good and I will be so glad to see his face..